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My Music Post [Apr. 14th, 2010|12:38 am]
single songs )

Amanda Ghost ~ Numb

Belle and Sabastian ~ The Monkeys are Breaking out the Zoo - lol
Belle and Sabastian ~ Act of the Apostle I
Belle and Sabastian ~ Act of the Apostle II
Belle and Sabastian ~ Belle and Sabastian
Belle and Sabastian ~ Dress Up in You
Ben Lee ~ Ache for You
Broken Social Scene ~ Major Label Debut (fast)
Broken Social Scene ~ Feel Good Lost Reprise
Bright Eyes ~ We Are Nowhere and It's Now
Bright Eyes ~ Easy/Lucky/Free (Hot Chip remix)
Bright Eyes ~ Coat Check Dream Song

Camera Obscura ~ Swimming Pool
Camera Obscura ~ If Looks Could Kill
Camera Obscura ~ Eighties Fan
Camera Obscura ~ Hands Up, Baby - recommended
Coldplay ~ The Scientist

David Bowie ~ Teenage Wildlife
Damien Rice ~ Delicate
Death Cab for Cutie ~ Soul Meets Body (acoustic)

Elliot Smith ~ Untitled (Sticks & Stones)
Elliot Smith ~ I Didn't Understand (Acoustic) - recommended
Elliot Smith ~ Last Call
Elliot Smith ~ Miss Misery
Elliot Smith ~ St. Ides Heaven
Elliot Smith ~ Some (Rock) Song


Emo Side Project ~ Big
Emo Side Project ~ Baby Got Back (emo version)
Emo Side Project ~ Because I Started to Cry (Afroman, Because I Got High cover) - lol
Emo Side Project ~ Emo Paradise (Coolio cover)
Emo Side Project ~ Forgot About Dre (Dr. Dre cover)
Emo Side Project ~ In da Club (50 Cent cover)
Emo Side Project ~ Mc Emo

Enya ~ Fairytale
Enya ~ I Want Tomorrow

Faithless ~ Miss You Less, See You More (Switch Remix)

Feist ~ My Moon My Man

Frou Frou ~ Let Go
Frou Frou ~ Maddening Shroud

Hooverphonic ~ Plus Profound
Hours ~ Back When You Were Good

iiO ~ Is It Love

Inkubbus Sukubus ~ Erotic Angel

Imogen Heap ~ Embers of Love
Imogen Heap ~ Speeding Cars - pretty

Iron & Wine ~ Naked As We Came
Iron & Wine ~ Passing Afternoon

Jimi Hendrix ~ All Along the Watchtower

Joni Mitchell ~ Blue (m4a)
Joni Mitchell ~ A Case of You
Joni Mitchell ~ California
Joni Mitchell ~ Carey
Joni Mitchell ~ River

Kidney Thieves ~ K (m4a)

Lush ~ Last Night

Milosh ~ It's Over

Nouvelle Vague ~ Dancing With Myself
Nouvelle Vague ~ Ever Fallen in Love

Peaches ~ Tent In Your Pants

Poe ~ Fingertips
Poe ~ Hey Pretty (DriveBy 2001 Mix - love this
Poe ~ Amazed

Portishead ~ Wandering Star

Rainer Maria ~ I'll Make You Mine
Rainer Maria ~ Catastrophe

Sia ~ Breathe Me

Stars ~ Sleep Tonight (Junior Boys Remix)

Sufjan Stevens ~ Chicago
Sufjan Stevens ~ Chicago (To String Remix by Jongallow

Tegan & Sara ~ I Know, I Know, I Know
The Academy Is... ~ The Author

The Format ~ I'm Actual
The Format ~ She Doesn't Get It (Acoustic) - awesome
The Format ~ Inches & Falling (live
The Format ~ Janet (live)
The Format ~ Matches (live)

The Poems ~ Ballad of a Bitter End - highly recommended
The Poems ~ So Soon - highly recommended

The Ravonettes ~ Little Animal

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus ~ My Guardian Angel

The Wallflowers ~ One Headlight

The Weepies ~ Painting By Chagall - beautiful

Tiffany ~ Talk Dirty to Me (Poison cover)

Veruca Salt ~ Centipede

Violent Femmes ~ Add It Up
Violent Femmes ~ Blister in the Sun

Viva Voice ~ Alive With Pleasure

Albums
Iron & Wine ~ Our Endless Numbered Days (individual tracks)
Enya ~ The Celts
The Format ~ Snails EP
Iron & Wine ~ Woman King EP
Belle and Sabastian ~ If You're Feeling Sinister
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2009 Reading List [Feb. 8th, 2009|10:29 pm]
1. Sweetness in the Belly by Camilla Gibb
2. The Road by Cormac McCarthy.
3. Out by Natsuo Kirino









Sweetness in the Belly by Camilla Gibb - an okay read, not something I would pick up for myself. This book offers awareness about the immigrant experience and gives the reader some information on Ethiopian history, life, and strife. I love that the main character was somewhat of a paradox, i.e. a European muslim and she had such a hard time adjusting to her new life as an immigrant. It kind of shows that religion is not adhered to a specific type of person, that anyone could be a Muslim or Christian, etc. A good read overall.

Out by Natsuo Kirino -- A good read, some times disturbing and gorey. It does not read like a mystery. I thought the ending, the killing of Satake was a bit rushed and undramatic. The characters are reallyh well developed.. gotta love Masako as the strongest character in the book. There's exploration of twisted love, taboo desires, and the mundane life.
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(no subject) [Jun. 29th, 2008|12:11 am]
"The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they've printed."
1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Strike out the books you have no intention of ever reading, or were forced to read at school and hated.
5) Reprint this list in your own LJ so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them ;-)


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(no subject) [Apr. 14th, 2008|01:10 am]
[url=http://www.quiztron.com/tests/color_is_soul_painte_quiz_23687.htm]What color is your soul painted?[/url]

My Results:


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Blue

Your soul is painted the color blue, which embodies the characteristics of peace, patience, understanding, health, tranquility, protection, spiritual awareness, unity, harmony, calmness, coolness, confidence, dependability, loyalty, idealism, tackiness, and wisdom. Blue is the color of the element Water, and is symbolic of the ocean, sleep, twilight, and the sky.



What Subversive Alternative Paradigm Are You?
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You scored as True Alternative

You are a True Alternative! Labels do not suit you well, particularly as you tend to strike your own path and to grow purely via experience. No armchair quarterbacking for you! Originality and creation are your specialities, and sometimes you can even articulate what the hell just happened. Someday you may find yourself drawing the maps for other people... lots of other people.


True Alternative


85%

White Lighter


65%

Discordian


60%

Spiritualist


60%

Mystic


60%

Aimless Eclectic


50%

Magician


50%

Otherkin


40%


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(no subject) [Feb. 17th, 2008|04:25 pm]
What Kind of Reader Are You?
Your Result: Literate Good Citizen

You read to inform or entertain yourself, but you're not nerdy about it. You've read most major classics (in school) and you have a favorite genre or two.

Book Snob
Dedicated Reader
Obsessive-Compulsive Bookworm
Fad Reader
Non-Reader
What Kind of Reader Are You?
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2008 Reading List [Jan. 6th, 2008|11:34 pm]
1. A Great and Terrible Beauty by Libba Bray (teen)
2. Shopaholic Ties the Knot by Sophie Kinsella (chick-lit)
3. The Crown Rose by Fiona Avery (historical fiction - France)
4. The Song of Kahunsha by Anosh Irani (Cdn author- fiction - India)
5. High Fidelity by Nick Hornby (pop fiction)
6. The Nerofiles II by Donna Lypchuk (pop-fiction)
7. The Space Between Us by Thrity Umrigar (India fic)
 In All Her Names by Joseph Campbell and Charles Muses -- read two essays
8. Stranger in a Strange Land by Robert A. Heinlein
 (classic sci-fi)
9. Clara Callan by Richard B. Wright (Cdn fic)
10. The Spiral Dance: A Rebirth of the Ancient Religion of the Goddess by Starhawk (Wiccan spirituality)
11. A Wrinkle in Time by Madeleine L'Engle (teen fic)
12. Ex Libris: Confessions of a Common Reader by Anne Fadiman (non fic)
13. Fortune's Daughter by Alice Hoffman (American lit)
14. Tea by Stacey D'Erasmo
 (LGBT fic)
15. Yes Man by Danny Wallace (biography)
16. The Tin Flute by Gabrielle Roy (Classic Canadian lit)
17. Middlesex by Jefferey Eugenides
18. Nights in Rodanthe by Nicholas Sparks
19. Pig Tales: A Novel of Lust and Transformation by Michel Houellebecq
20. Island by Aldous Huxley
21. The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams
22. Loving Che by Ana Mendez
23. Motherpeace: A Way to the Goddess Through Myth, Art, and Tarot by Vicki Noble
24. Absent by Betool Khedairi
25. Ham on Rye by Charles Bukowski
26. The White Boy Shuffle by Paul Beatty

Reading:

A Great and Terrible Beauty by Libbra Bray--- an easy read. This book followed the main character as she journeyed toward self-knowledge. Also features themes of power and love. I thought it fell short of portraying a good idea of Victorian England. It focused on the ideals of women, but even the insight into that was little.

Shopaholic Ties the Knot--- a fun read, but that was it.. it gave some idea into the meaning of marriage, but again, that was it. Too many stereotypes, although, I do enjoy the awkwardness of the main character, Becky Bloomwood, makes her more interesting. Typical chick-lit.

Jitterbug Perfume by Tom Robbins--- couldn't get into this one.

The Crown Rose by Fiona Avery --- this was the first historical fiction I've read based in medieval France. I really enjoyed it. The plot was entertaining. I especially enjoyed the take on Mary Magdeline and having surviving, immortal offspring. This gave an interesting view into the royality and lifestyle of 1800 France.

The Song of Kahunsha by Anosh Irani --- this was based on the poverty and homeless condition in Bombay. It was very disturbing and I was squirming reading certain parts of this book. The diction is lyrical and the narrator is very innocent through Chamdi's perspective, which lessens the impact a bit, but not much. I was deeply disturbed by several characters and incidents.. The novel follows the loss of childhood innocence, but maintains the hope and imagination that can survive even the worst of situations. The novel mainly focuses on poverty and injustice and briefly touches on the Hindu/Muslim civil crises as well. 

High Fidelity by Nick Hornby --- I was expecting this to be much more critical of pop culture- it wasn't. Basically, it's  a coming of age story during mid-life. The main character was very self-indulgent and annoying at times. I got tired of the 'me me me'. However, it kept me reading. Some of the insights and conclusions drawn seemed realistic, but I can't really speak for what goes on in the mind of men. I wonder how realistic some of this character's thinking was, and if it was realistic, then I'm a bit turned off men. His death-caused-me-to-avoid-dependency seemed like a cop out, in fact, much of his "reasons" seemed like cop-outs. 

The Nerofiles II by Donna Lypchuk --- I LOVED this book. It's exactly the type of writing and issues I'd want to write about. The scarcastic tone of the book was hilarious. I normally don't like short stories, but this boook, read like a long continuous story even though it was really short stories. It read like a diary. It was witty and insightful and dealt with the issues of pop-culture. A grrrreat book and totally inspiring for me.
Although, I disagreed with one story, regarding mental illness.. but even so, it was a great read. This should be the example for journalism students.. the type of work the study should aspire to.

The Space Between Us by Thrity Umrigar--- Good read, gives insight into Indian customs and explores the parallels between rich/poor, woman/man, and race. The main character, Bhima is likeable and easy to sympathize with once you learn about her trials. Character development was pure and thorough, all questions were answered. The story is told a paradox between mistress/servant and I relaly like how the two lives intertwine and eventually crashes.

The Shipping News by Annie Proux -- Fifty pages in and I haven't gotten into this book yet, other than feeling sympathy for the main character. It's pretty slow moving and I'm lacking patience. So, I'm putting it aside for now. 

Stranger in a Strange Land by Robert A. Heinlein -- This was a good read. I was highly amused by the Martian-man, Valentine Michael Smith. I liked the contrast between martian/human civilizations, and it makes you question the primitiveness of humans. I wasn't expecting the Jesus/Martian paradox, but it was a given. It critical of religion, sex, and what is human. Thought-provoking. 

Clara Callan by Richard B. Wright --- I found myself at times annoyed by this character, and other times, she was interesting. When I put the book into context, that it was written by a man, something in Clara seemed lacking. I figure, the character wasn't very introspective and drew few conclusions about her personal experiences. The author talks about sex, abortion, women's lib, adultery, but it failed to say much about these topics; they were superficially explored and much more could've been said. I was very annoyed when Clara became enamoured with the married man.. and seemed she turned into a little school girl over him, when I expected her to be much stronger and wiser about that. The novel ends on a satisfying note.. Clara came of age and her life throughout the novel ended. So that was a good call.. This book was readable, but too much was missing from the characters and conflicts. 

The Spiral Dance: A Rebirth of the Ancient Religion of the Goddess by Starhawk -- this was my first encounter with witchcraft spirituality, so I can't form an opinion on it. I did read some reviews which made me question the author's portrayal of Withcraft and Goddess religion. It was interesting, but I'd like to read different books to get a better idea of it. 

A Wrinkle in Time by Madeleine L'Engle -- the math/science of "tessering" is beyond me.. so, I guess I didn't understand that aspect of the book. Good triumphs over evil, human over inhuman, light over dark, familial love above all else....  

Ex Libris: Confessions of a Common Reader by Anne Fadiman -- pretty funny and I guess I never really thought of a different ways one can experience books. 

Fortune's Daughter by Alice Hoffman -- Good read, passive narrator, women characters, talks about women and childbirth/motherhood. The tone of this book was quite sympathetic, and it sounded like a female character, Fortune, itself, narrating. I questioned about the portrayal of the male characters, because it seemed too much like a stereotypical woman's fantasy, but all of the characters were likeable and well-developed. 

Tea by Stacey D'Erasmo -- an okay read. I liked how the book was structured: morning, afternoon, evening.. But, didn't leave much of an impression or much to think about, at least for me. I do love the style the book was written in, the prose flowed smoothly and the figurative langauge sometimes made me stop to re-read. Okay overall. A modern novel. 

Yes Man by Danny Wallace -- this one was funny. Some parts had me laughing out loud. I loved the message in this book and it makes me want to be more open to opportunity. Some parts were redundant, but I guess focus had to be brought back to "the power of Yes". My favourite idea from the book was that there "is magic in the ordinary" which something I often forget. This book made me reflect on my life and I definitly want to say yes more, but not yes to everything. A really funny book with a very good message that everyone should bring to thier every day.

The Tin Flute by Gabrielle Roy -- this was a great novel. The characters were very well developed, I especially liked Rose-Anna and Emmanuel.. I didn't care much for Florentine, I found her some times annoying, her superficiality. I didn't care for Jean either, I found him annoying, but his character development was great.  A great glimpse of Montreal during the war and depression. There is a lot of poverty for the characters. and it is almost a war novel. It gave a different glimpse of war and how recruits might come to be.. all of them through different hopes, some for the hope of justice, or hope for thier family, or patriotic hope. The ending is not a happy one, but it definitly sparks a new beginning for every character, so I thought it ended well. The descriptiveness was, at times, breath-taking, at otehr times, distracting. I wish I was fluent in French so that I coudl read the original, but it was a great read. I loved the characterse Roy created, all of them were dimensional and they're experiences/conflicts were well portrayed and emotional. I enjoyed reading this. 


Middlesex by Jefferey Eugenides --- it took me a month to get through this one, but it was a great book. The saga totally drew me in and the main character was amazingly courageous. It's a book that inspires you to be yourself, regardless of who you are- be true to who you are before conformity or to the expectations of those aroud you. This story is more than that, though, it's also an exploration of the unconventional and a passionate critique of "normality", which, thankfully, our present society is beginning to reject and question. This book begs for the destruction of the normal. It pushes for the recognition of the deemed "unusual" as usual. Eugenides pushes the reader to question the abnormality and criminality of topics like incest, gender (or lack of gender), nature/nurture, familial love/romantic love, and the sexed self. I"m passionate about such topics and this novel struck a lot of chords within me. I loved the effect it had on me as I read through, the family secrets, Cal's sexuality.. and Cal brings the read through his life and you experience the realizations and changes he went through. Amazing character. Amazing book. It's now one of my favourites. 

"But I was beginning to understand something about normality. Normality wasn't normal. It couldn't be. If normality were normal, everbody could leave it along. They could sit back and let normality manifest itself. But people had -especially doctors - had doublts about normality. They weren't sure normality was up to the job. And so they felt inclined to give it a boost." pg.446

"This is where we are today. Men and women, tired of being the same, want to be different again." pg.478-79
yup. 


Hey Nostradamus! by Douglas Coupland -- Read two chapters into this one, but put it down because I wasn't in the mood a school shoot-out based book. I love the title though, bit scarcastic and mocking. I might try to read this one again later on. 


The Forest of Hours by Kerstin Ekman -- I read about thirty pages into this but I could not get into the story at all. It seemed interesting, but I think, there was a lot missing in the translation. 


Nights in Rodanthe by Nicholas Sparks -- short and sweet and romantic and tragic.

"The greater the love, the greater the tragedy when it's over. Those two elements always go together."  

Pig Tales: A Novel of Lust and Transformation by Michel Houellebecq -- scarcastic, funny.. but, this book did not capture me.. I thought it fell short of its title. It explores - I use the term loosely - the relationship of civilization/primitiveness but, it was not indepth. I enjoyed the criticism of what is "sophisticied" but really, our depravity is revealed. It's a ridiculous book, the pig-metaphor/symbolism became trite, and I didn't enjoy this one at all. 

Island by Aldous Huxley - This was a great portrayal of a utopia. I wish I lived there! There's a lot of philosophy but most of it makes sense. Will, the main character, I didn't care for much, but yoga of love, here and now, buddhism... utopia.

"Science is not enough, religion is not enough, art is not enough, politics and economics are not enough, nor is love, nor is duty, nor is action however disinterested, nor, however sublime, is contemplation. Nothing short of everything will really do." (pg.160)

"...attention is the whole point. Attention the the experience of something given, something you haven't invented. Not the memory of a form of words adressed to somebody in your imagination." (pg.243)

"Sunsets and death; death and therefore kisses' kisses and consequently birth and then death for yet another generation of sunset watchers." (pg.294)

"Knowing who in fact one is, being conscious of the universal and impersonal life that lives itself through each of us -- that's the art of living..." (pg.295)


The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams -- this was a fun read, I loved the humor, but I'm not much for the weird aliens. 

Loving Che by Ana Mendez --- lovely writing. A girl recieves a letter from her estranged mother, telling her of the love affair that produced her. I think it was really a post-modernistic take on historical narratives, most being marred by personal perspective. It was sad, especially considering my own relationship now, but I kept reading. A lot of lovely sentences and metaphors.

Motherpeace: A Way to the Goddess Through Myth, Art, and Tarot by Vicki Noble -- I really enjoyed this book. There was so much information though, I was a little overwhelmed. I love how she focused on goddess principles and emphasized the female role throughout. The cards, the way she explained them, they all had a positive message. It was a really great read for me - and I'll definitely like to read it again some time.

Absent by Betool Khedairi -- This was set in modern Iraq, during the war, etc. I loved that it was current. There was a lot of stuff that I didn't think about, mainly,the after effects of the war and the every day living of Iraqis admid the war. The reality of this book is sad, yet ... somehow endearing, perhaps because of my own curiosity. I think it's a pretty important book to read, considering the present invasion, etc... I love the parallel of the bees as well. I learned a lot about bees! I liked the parallel between the bees and characters.. a good book overall.

favourite quote: "memories of joy never age".


Ham on Rye by Charles Bukowski -- I liked this book a lot better than Salinger's. It's so much more vulgar and crude, perhaps the most nihilistic main character I've read. The writing was great, very realistic and few fancy figures of speech, even so, it kept me reading. It's easy to dislike the main character, hard to like him. I guess that's what CB was going for. It was also a pretty painful read, the crudeness, the fighting and drinking parts were hard to get around. Also kind of ... angsty.. if it really is semi-autobiographical.

"So that's what people wanted: lies. Beautiful lies. That's what they needed. People were fools. It was going to be easy for me." pg.84

The White Boy Shuffle by Paul Beatty -- this was an okay read, highly satirical which made very unrealistic. Lots of funny, scarcasm. Lots of irony. A great satire.






26 / 50 words. 52% done!
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(no subject) [Dec. 7th, 2007|05:00 am]
Maybe I'm really not trying. :(
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(no subject) [Jul. 20th, 2007|01:08 am]
Too many knots in my mind and not enough life to unravel them.
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pb&j is soooo deep! [Jun. 10th, 2007|01:42 am]
What Your Peanut Butter And Jelly Sandwich Means

Your eating style is reserved. You are a bit of a fussy eater, and you have very specific ways you like your food prepared.

You have an average sweet tooth. While you enjoy desserts, they aren't exactly your downfall.

Your taste in food tends to be quite eclectic and wide. You are an adventurous eater, and you like many types of cuisines.

You belong to a class that's all your own. You resist rules and traditions of any sort.

You are a tough person who isn't afraid to live life fully. There isn't a lot that scares you.

You are a pretty easy person to please, but you do have your own little personal quirks. You're far from neurotic, but you can be a little picky at times.


have a good SUnday out there. :)))
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my kitten! [Jun. 6th, 2007|12:10 am]
this is Eternity ) ♥♥♥♥♥
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are you kidding me?!! [May. 25th, 2007|02:19 am]

Put Him to the Test

He opens the door for you, pulls out your chair at dinner, and does all those little things that seem so sweet. He passes. However, say you stop calling and start inventing all sorts of appointments, what will happen? Try it. Male A will wait – Male B will move on.


website: http://lifestyle.sympatico.msn.ca/How+to+Know+If+He+Is+Serious+About+A+Relationship/Home/ContentPosting_TheSoko.aspx?isfa=1&newsitemid=thesoko-587&feedname=THESOKO_V2&show=False&number=3&showbyline=True&subtitle=&detect=&abc=abc


pathetic.

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(no subject) [Apr. 22nd, 2007|11:36 pm]
The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars.
- Jack Kerouac

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(no subject) [Apr. 15th, 2007|12:32 am]
"Inside myself is a place where I live all alone and that's where you renew your springs that never dry up."
- Pearl Buck
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(no subject) [Mar. 27th, 2007|12:20 am]
"Fiction gives us a second chance that life denies us." Paul Theroux
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(no subject) [Mar. 18th, 2007|05:38 pm]




Happy Birthday to ME!!!!




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2007 Reading List [Mar. 5th, 2007|08:12 pm]


1. Doctor Faustus by Christopher Marlowe
2. The Canterbury Tales by Geoffery Chaucer
3. I Capture the Castle by Dodie Smith
4. Tartuffe by Moliere
5. The Penelopiad by Margaret Atwood
6. Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring by Tolkien
7. The Well of Loneliness by Radclyffe Hall
8. Memories of my Melancholy Whores by Gabriel Garcia M 
9. Life of Pi by Yann Martel
10. The Mill on the Floss by George Eliot 
11. 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea by Jules Verne
12. Bee Season by Myla Goldberg
13. Your Mouth is Lovely by
Nancy Richler
14. Little Women by Louisa May Alcott
15. White Oleander by Janet Fitch
16. Snow Flower and the Secret Fan by Lisa See

17. Pigtopia by Kitty Fitzgerald
18. Elle: A Novel by  Douglas Glover 
19.Namako: Sea Cucumber by Linda Watanabe McFerrin
20. Hullaballoo in the Guava Orchard by Kiran Desai
21. Vernon God Little by DBC Pierre
22. Animal Farm by Goerge Orwell

23. Girl With A Pearl Earring by Tracy Chevalier 
24. Falling Leaves: The Memoir of an Unwanted Chinese Daughter by Adeline Yen Mah
25. Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte

26. Flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keyes
27. The Lovely BOnes by Alice Sebold
28. A Day Late and A Dollar Short by Terry McMillan
29. The Camera My Mother Gave Me by Susanna Keyson
30. The Hobbit by J.R. Tolkien
 
31. The Nanny Diaries by Emma McLaughlin and Nicola Kraus
32. The Singing Fire by Lilian Nattel 
33. All Quiet on the Western Front by Erich Maria Remarque
34. Jemima J by Jane Green
35. Play it as it Lays by Joan Didion
36. A Separate Peace by John Knowles
37. Midnight At the Dragon Cafe by Judy Fong Bates
38. Rubyfruit Jungle by Rita Mae Brown
39. Dracula by Bran Stoker
40.Never let me go by Kazuo Ishiguro
41. Maggie-Now by Betty Smith
42. In the Time of the Butteflies by Julia Alvarez
43. The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini
44. Confessions of a Shopaholic by Sophia Kinsella

45. 9 1/2 Weeks by Elizabeth Mcneill 
46. The Fat Girl's Guide to LIfe by Wendy Shanker
47. The Mistress of Spices by Chitra Divakaruni 
48. Self by Yann Martel

49. The House on Mango Street by Sandra Cisneros 
50. Shopaholic Takes Manhattan by Sophia Kinsella
51. Sundogs by Lee Maracle



Reading:
Tartuffe by Moliere
Little Women by Louisa May Alcott
Lord of the Rings by Tolkien
The Well of Loneliness by Radclyffe Hall
Life of Pi by Yann Martel
The Mill on the Floss by George Eliot  - took me three tries and 150 pages to finally get into this novel- a feat!
A Map of the World by Jane Hamilton - the main character was annoying and too preocuppied,with herself,  the conflicts went from one extreme to the other, it was lacking and I couldn't bare to read past the first part.. awful

The Well of Loneliness by Radclyffe Hall -- I have to read this one again.

Memories of my Melancholy Whores by Julia Alvarez -- reading about the sexuality of a 90-year-old is not the most appealing thing, and the image of this 90 year old fucking a teenage virgin, just was not appealing either. I didn't feel any pathos for the reader and thought the "love" was kind of silly. I don't get it. 



Bee Season by Myla Goldberg - this novel suprised me.. the characters are soo three-dimensional and drew me into them, the way the four lives combine and structure that of the family, it really shows their individualism.. it's not a coming-of-age story... it goes beyond the two-dimensional life of the inner self and outer world, it goes to welcome and explore the coming of a third life, the enlightened life of self-fulfillment through the divine. It's pretty much the coming and welcoming of a higher state of consciousness, being, and living... a nice surprise.

White Oleander by Janet Fitch - I have mixed feelings about this novel. The characters were so well developed, the main character was so well shaped by every conflict and conclusion. I liked the poetry of the novel, the figurative language was goregeous. However, I think that the ending was not built up enough. There was too much revealed in the last two chapters and I found it ended too abruptly and I ddin't get a chance, as the reader, to soak in the ending. 

Snow Flower and the Secret Fan by Lisa See... the writing was lyrical, the entire atmosphere was gentle and delicate, yet portrayed brutal events like footbinding, death, and uprising. It described the natures of several relationships, that of mother/daughter, friendship, husband/wife, as it was in ancient China. The insightful glimpses into the ideals of servitude expected of women and portrays the unaknowledgedd efforts and contributions of women, even in that male-dominated society. Although.. since I'm unfamiliar with the history, I'm not sure how realistic the portrayals are.. but the main character, definitly draws you in, and forces you to share her feelings. 

Postmodernism: A Very Short Introduction

Pigtopia by Kitty Fitzgerald - this was different for sure.. some parts were a lot to stomach. This is definitly NOT a gentle read, but it was one of the more original works I've read of late. I loved the exploration of the friendships/relationships between the characters and the dual nature of Jack and the kids was very well developed and explored.. you can't appreciate one character without the other. The very last paragraph was a bit odd and I don't think it fit in with the book well, but overall, this novel was okay, but still not as good as Frankenstein. Not for the squeamish!

Elle: A Novel by  Douglas Glover --I thought the writing was really scattered and, at times, a bit hard to follow, just because the author would follow the main character's thoughts, from one to the other, which sometimes seemed very very random. Also, the main character was far beyond her time... some of her conclusions, especially about religion and the condition of Europe in the 1500s, were far too unbelievable for the setting. For example, how many Europeans, during that era, actually questioned thier religion? I, pretty much, read this just to get to the end (because I HATE not finishing a book). 

Namako: Sea Cucumber by Linda Watanabe McFerrin

Hullaballoo in the Guava Orchard by Kiran Desai - this was a nice light read... although, the drunken monkeys were a bit too much. :S

Vernon God LIttle by DBC Pierre - a modern day satire... The main character, the narrator, gave the book its comic appeal and added levity to the serious conflict.. in the end, justice was served, although a few of the subplots were under-developed, in my opinion... a good job on building up the frustration and annoyingness of some of the characters through the point of view of Vernon. Good read. Poignant. A blur of justice and injustice,

Animal Farm by George Orwell

Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte -- not in the mood for this one at th emoment-- I ended up turning back to this book. It was okay, but far too much moralising. II much prefer Wuthering Heights.

Girl With A Pearl Earring by Tracy Chevalier -- well, so much for the fantasy of the lowly maid and the rich artist falling in love and living happily ever after... I didn't really see anythign special about the artist, other than the fact that he was an artist, and from perspective of Griet, it's easy to see how she had fallen in love with him and mis-read his interest... I mean, she was the subject of his painting, she should have expected he would pay her special interest, but not expect him to fall in love with her.. silly and juvenile, she was.. I love that she maintained her pride though.. she didn't give into him.. the part where she peirces her ears for him and he didn't even appreciate that, well, that really pissed me off and reminded me of all the sacrifices that women make for men, which I have an obvious bias against... but, anyway, I'm not sure what all the hype is about this book. The language was kind of flat and everyday.. the voice of the main character was pretty strong, the relationship between the main character, as the subject to the painter... well, it still seemed kind of flat (I have no idea where she got her "signals" from)..  at the end of a painting, the artist does discard the subject... oh well.. this book still hasn't ruined my fantasy of sitting for an eccentric artist and having him fall madly in love with me. 

Falling Leaves: The Memoir of an Unwanted Chinese Daughter by Adeline Yen Mah

Flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keyes -- this satire was disturbing, but a good, very thought-provoking read. It tackles the question of who is human and who is not, scientific testing on animals/humans, and the quest for knowledge... I wasn't expecting this novel to bother me so much, but it has. The main character was just so... it was hard to readhis rise and downfall, and it's jus tso applicable to our own life course... how, as we grow we build up our knowledge and intelligence, only to age and have our mental faculties deteriorate... his loss, his quest to find himself, it' was all very human.. and it's scary that we're in this Information Age and we act like gods, but, we're, none of us, are beyond or below humanity... I'm still pretty bothered by the messages and themes in this novel. A great food-for-thought book. 

The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold - This book wasn't that great. The perspective was definitly different, but, the sense of mystery throughout the book turned me off some. That, and I kept flashing back to a similar murder that I remember being reported on the news, whcih was somewhat disturbing. I felt no remorse for Mr. Harvey, and the sex scene at the denoument of the plot was, well, weird and took this book into another realm.. I was not expecting her to "cross-over" but I can see how it brought closure to the novel. I don't see what the fuss is all about..maybe I'm missing something. 

A Date Late and A Dollar Short by Terry McMillan - well, talk about butchering grammar! I find my grammar somewhat befuddled after reading this book for the past few days. The characters were likeable and I liked the different pespectives, although, I don't know if I agree wiht the view on psychopharmacology. It's kind of sudden how the characters all got a happy ending.. especially that relationship between Paris and Randall. Pretty much everything happened throughout this book. It's a good read, a light one.. but, nothing spectacular. 

The Camera My MOther Gave Me by Susanna Keysan -- I'm going to have to give this another read because I think I missed something. :S

The Hobbit by Tolkien -- I enjoyed this one. I don't think there was a valley in this story.. it was a very exciting plot. Although, I did, as always, have to stretch my mind to imagine hobbits, dwarves, and goblins in battle.This was so funny and I loved the wit. At the same time, the songs kind of annoy me. :S But, a great prologue to the series. 

Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen by Dyan Sheldon

All Quiet on the Western Front by Erich Maria Remarque - being able to see the war from the perspective of a young German soldier was very eye-opening and poignant. I found it intersting to think of the Allies as the 'enemy'. Some parts, the gore, was actually disturbing, but necessary to depict the horror of war.This was a rush of a novel and the conclusion very much fits the content, but it is quite sad that all of the characters met thier demise in the war. Good read. 

The Tale of Genji by Murasaki Shikibu --- need to get back to this one

Jemima J by Jane Green --- the typical ugly duckling turns into a beautiful swan story. The author's style and diction made the story readable and sometimes entertaining, but chick-lit is not my favourite genre and the plot wasn't impressing at all. The book did not tell me anything new. I question the authors use of "sexism" regarding the editor and his favouritism for the "beautiful", as that's society's flaw, and in the book, both sexes were subject to the same treatment. A lot of the characters intial perspectives were biased and . . . well, whatever. IN the end, having a boyfriend saves the day.. I'm not impressed by this at all. 

Play it as it Lays by Joan Didion --- this was... borring, but I kept reading waiting for something to happen. Nothing did. It was a very bland and everyday-take on the day-to-day of one woman who's on the brink of a nervous breakdown. The chapters were broken and made the story choppy, as if we were looking at clips of the main character. I'm not interested enough to try to piece the story together. Maybe I've missed something ?  


A Separate Peace by John Knowles ---  it had a different take on war, and the plot was captivating enough, yet completely disturbing, considering the main characters were kids. It's sometimes hard to believe that kids can be so attuned to the world around them, and the influences it has on them, but it's not something to be ignored. The main character could've been the antagonist, but it's hard to see him as the villain, as the war itself was the main conflict. I'd probably read this again, just to see what I might glean at a second thought. 

Midnight at the Dragon Cafe by Judy Fong Bates --- this was a good read, about family secrets and dysfuction. Some parts I felt were rushed, like the Charlotte sub-plot and the ending, with the family coming together, but it was a different perspective on a Chinese family in early Canada. There wasn't anything particularly striking this novel, though, but it kept me reading. 


Rubyfruit Jungle by Rita Mae Brown -- great lesbian story.. not all that cliche nor redundant or stereotypical.. a great fresh read, as good as the one I Read by Radcliffe Hall, but less long-winded. Highly recommended. A great read with refreshing homosexual characters. 

Dracula by Bram Stoker --- ok, so this was good, but could've saved one hundred pages by shortening the final chase of the Count. The end was so long drawn out, yet I thought the climax failed to be dramatic and ... it was missing something, I thought. but anyhow, it took me a week to read and I didn't mind it all.. the multiple journals were interesting, I liked the structure of the book- a story within a story within a story... 

Never let me go by Kazuo Ishiguro --- this was a good read. I loved the writing style, the similes were real to life and so easy to imagine. it was great. and, the writing is not fancy, it's straightforward, but completely readable and entertaining. The amount of foreshadowing used, got kind of annoying, I thought, but it kept me reading and interested, so I liked to see that device used. Theplot slowly eases into the fact that the characters were clones, so that at first read, it doesn't come off as sci-fi novel and it really does not develop into that.. it's a very human novel about what it is to be human. I enjoyed it and it leaves you with something to think about: what is human? 

Maggie-Now by Betty Smith --- I like Betty Smith's writing. Maggie-NOw and A Tree were such gentle stories about life. Reading this one, I kept expecting Maggie-Now and Francie Nolan to meet. It felt almost like a sub-plot to A Tree. However, this book does stand alone. There was a lot of comedy in this one, a la Patsy. Some parts of it were too rushed, especially the deaths. But, overall, a good read to get into.

In the Time of the Butteflies by Julia Alvarez --- I thorougly enjoyed this book. I love reading historical fiction about revolutions and revolutionaries. I read every word of this and never felt the need to speed up, in other words, there was no lull in the action or plot of this novel.  The four perspectives were genius, and added so much dynamic to the plot. This was a story about the power of one. It remembers and inspires. 
"When you die for your country, you do not die in vain

The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini --- this was my first exposure to Afghan. At some parts, disturbingly sad. I guess the main character got his redemption. This explores relationships between Afghan males, which is nice to read about as you don't expect affection and conflict between these men. The end subplott was predictable, but worked itself out well. I"m curious about the movie now.

Confessions of a Shopaholic by Sophia Kinsella -- readable chick-lit. WHOA!! This was a nice easy read. The main character was funny and entertaining, and sometimes, annoying. In the end, everything turns out happy.. and Id on't appreciate the cliche, stereotypical view of women and shopping and not able to control money, nor the view of a woman buying $200 scarves. It was funny though and readable. 


9 1/2 Weeks by Elizabeth Mcneill --- obviously written by someone who isn't familiar with the bdsm lifestyle. This fails to express the depth and emotions of a sub and a master, for that matter. I don't understand the breakdown at the end.. came out of no where. This book felt like a short fling, so she achieved that, but it's not much to rave about. Sounds like a totally vanilla person. ha!




46. The Fat Girl's Guide to LIfe by Wendy Shanker 



The Mistress of Spices by Chitra Divakaruni  --- what a goregeously written book. The author's diction, brought magic into every day things. The metaphors and similes were so descriptive, I foudn this book sensual. The author draws attention to the magic of every day things, especially, spices, rain, other people. This was a book of compassion. It was a book of the power of power, the control of power, and how power can be used for both right and wrong. I still can't get over the vivid descriptions. The story is not simple, but it is straightforward. it's magical and mystical and keeps to the very end. great read. 

*note: I need to read more South Asian authors. 


Self by Yann Martel --- this was defninitly different from Pi. I was confused at some parts. I like that the sexuality and the gender of the main character never actually comes  out because it really wouldn't have made a difference to the delivery of the story.  this novel crossed so many boundaries: gender, world borders, language, privacy/personal, sexuality, etc... which I can appreciate. It makes me think, which I've always known, that there's so much beyond the clinical/social stats on whcih we, as a soceity, base so much relevance... so much more to each person. I've always wanted to know the who and why and what behind persons. The main characters reaction to the last event, well.. it... it... was very, almost too, realistic. Overall, a good read. definitly not a light read, but it's poignant. 



The House on Mango Street by Sandra Cisneros --- I may have rushed through this one. It reads like a memory. The structure reminded me of 'If Nobody Speaks of Remarkable Things" but without the descriptiveness. Obviously, I think it was too short and could've perhaps developed into a novel. 


Shopaholic Takes Manhattan by Sophia Kinsella --- This was a really quick read. I finished it within a day and a half. It completely rips apart the 'American Dream'. The main character was as entertaining and funny as in the preceeding novel, however, she can be annoying and ridiculous at times. Predictable, but, ok. 


Sundogs by Lee Maracle --- this was the first Native-Canadian novel that I read. It was a good read, gave some insight into how a native-canadian family experienced the changes of the 1990s. The main character, in the end, has some interesting insights. IT was a good read, but I'd give it 6/10.


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(no subject) [Feb. 20th, 2007|10:06 pm]
"Each friend represents a world in us, a world not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."
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"I looked up out of the dark swirl of my mind and I knew I was on a bed eight thousand feet above sea level, on a roof of the world, and I knew that I had lived a whole life and many others in the poor atomistic husk of my flesh, and I had all the dreams."
--Jack Kerouac, On the Road




I have so much living to do.
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